I hate being alone on everything. I wish I had a partner

Why do I have to always be alone on everything?
The site isn't optimized but I dont know how to optimize it. Dont know how to do banner rotators, how to get the word out on the site, how to do anything.

And now I want to get a car because Im isolated and stuck.

I can't say it was a bad idea to move to San Diego because I *did* get my ideas here, and if I wasn't here I may not have had a business, but Im not sure if its a good idea to stay here.

I dont know anything.

I need a friend. and I definetely need a partner.