List of things I need to do...

Just putting together a list of things I need to do, off the top of my head...

1. Need to put out a pres release.

2. Need to write articles.

3. Keep buying traffic

4. Post on other boards.

5. Answer questions on G____ answers and Y_____ answers

6. Trade links with other similar sites.

7. Post on my own board.

I'm having shrinking pains

I was hoping to have growing pains at this point, but I'm having shrinking pains.
Traffic has gone low and I don't know why.

I need to revamp how I do things.
I'm making a list of things I need to do, with a schedule.

Man, I need someone to mentor me. My brain is tired from this depression and trying to dig myself out of it.

I think I'm married...to myself and my work

Really all I want in life is to be successful. It's all I ever wanted was to be successful and for that to make me aand my family happy because I'll have the money to help myself and everyone around me.

I feel so uncomfortable with myself being poor.
Im so tired of it, can't handle it anymore. When is the success going to come?
What more do I have to do to be successful?

I can't be a good boyfriend/lover/partner until I'm comfortable with myself. I'll be with someone and my mind wanders off to my work.
This is sad.

Crazy day with men

I met B____ a few days ago and we hit it off. He's super handsome. I met him on S____ D____ and he was also on B____ 4____.
We had a nice time twic,e and the second time we talked more serious.
I had a date with T____ and had to cancel it because B____ wants to get more serious.

B____ left and went to have dinner. I'm back working.

Buried under a mountain of work

I hired a mentor, and I think he's good and understands me and my goals. I just got off the phone with R___ G_____ and he was very positive. My goal of $50/day in profit by May is possible.
I think it is too. But man I got a LOT of work ahead of me.

He was totally right though, I need to link to the sponsors, as Ads_____ alone wont do it.

Dont know how long that'll take me, but if I really dedicate myself to it, then I think I could really pound it out in a few days.

This will be a really good year for me.
I can totally see myself earning $200 a day.

Maybe I shouldn't move, I dont want to throw a monkey wrench into this.

I joined my competitors site

and read about how their customers found them. I think about 90% of the customers said they found them on G____.
So Im going to focus on that for maybe a month and see how that goes.
I'm also letting some writers know that I'm switching the focus to the board instead of the front part.
Hope Im not making a mistake.

So now what do I do?

I need to occupy myself for at least the next year.

Everything is basically set and in place and I Just have to set it on cruise control and coast through this year.
So what do I do now?
I guess I should discover something I love to do and just go do it.
And get a fun part time job. Does such a thing exist?

It's now 2007

And I think things are looking up a bit.

I got some free software that looks at the income from my site, still around $1-2/day, but overall it's a trend up.

The board is getting a few people here and there trickling in, maybe 2 new members a week.
I wish it were 200 a week.
I'm so impatient.
I'm trying to find new wayts to get new members. I'm thinking of taking on affiliates.

I showed my site to Geo____ and he ust said it takes time. I dont want to wait. I'm so impatient.

Hello Wordpress!! See I can log into Blogger

but cant export my posts here into wordpress.

Help

Maybe i should move to Hillcrest for a few months

before deciding to go back.
Just spend February thru May in Hillcrest and see how it goes.
No car, just walking, and lots of life outside the door.

I'll strongly consider it.

Finances if I stay or move back

My monthly costs of living here

1. $500 rent
2. $110/mo insurance
3. $100-400/mo transportation (busses & taxi's run in the $100's, car runs over $400's)
Ill say $200 for that to make it easy.
4. $250 month send home
$1,060

Monthly costs if I live in Boston
1. $120/mo for cable
2. $300/mo to help with household
3. $320/mo insurance
$740

So not much different. I could stay here and send money home and then I can enjoy my freedom and date.

Should I move back home?

Reasons I should go back:

1. I'm not enjoying it here.
2. I'm spending too much money here.
3. I'd save money if I moved home, have full access to a free car.
4. I'm going to send money home anyways to help mom.
5. I'm afraid to drive anywhere because I dont know the area.
6. My mother needs help.
7. I'll have more money to grow P___ P___ faster
8. I'm familiar with the areas and roads and more comfortable.

Reasons stay here
1. Prove that I can make it.
2. Embarassing to go back. A failure.
3. No privace, can't have boyfriend.
4. Embarassed about sexuality.
5. Hate the weather in Boston, love it here.
6. Hate the east coast.
7. wont save that much money.

Been on a spending frenzy

bought some new stuff

1. Rented a car for the month - $450
2. Bought some SEO advice $47 form the Wa__ For____
3. Bought a RSS feed submission service $60
4. Bought a submission service to difrectories, SE's and squidoo - $25

I want to buy some memory today for my computer as it's constantly stalling.
Can't afford it, but I'll do it

I've decided to rent a car

I'm just not comfortable buying a car right now.
Id rather rent, even if it's $500 a month, and when the rental is over I can walk away.
I feel more comfortable with this, even though I know I'm spending more money.