Finances if I stay or move back

My monthly costs of living here

1. $500 rent
2. $110/mo insurance
3. $100-400/mo transportation (busses & taxi's run in the $100's, car runs over $400's)
Ill say $200 for that to make it easy.
4. $250 month send home
$1,060

Monthly costs if I live in Boston
1. $120/mo for cable
2. $300/mo to help with household
3. $320/mo insurance
$740

So not much different. I could stay here and send money home and then I can enjoy my freedom and date.

Should I move back home?

Reasons I should go back:

1. I'm not enjoying it here.
2. I'm spending too much money here.
3. I'd save money if I moved home, have full access to a free car.
4. I'm going to send money home anyways to help mom.
5. I'm afraid to drive anywhere because I dont know the area.
6. My mother needs help.
7. I'll have more money to grow P___ P___ faster
8. I'm familiar with the areas and roads and more comfortable.

Reasons stay here
1. Prove that I can make it.
2. Embarassing to go back. A failure.
3. No privace, can't have boyfriend.
4. Embarassed about sexuality.
5. Hate the weather in Boston, love it here.
6. Hate the east coast.
7. wont save that much money.